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Sunday, April 30, 2006

you think so lowly of me, dont you? you think im stupid, dont you? youre comparing me to him and how hes oh-so-smart and im the stupidest person you can find. you think i dunno a single thing and he knows EVERYTHING. im sorry i disappoint you. i know im changing. i know. i dunno what im turning into and what im changing into and you have no idea how hard it is for me. but the least you could do was to TRY to understand. try to understand what im going through and how i feel. and i dunno why youre competing against me. yea, i know im stupid. i know im failing my subjects. but that gives you no right to boast to everyone how you’re doing so well in your studies. and you didn’t have to give me that dammit attitude when you said you were failing your physics. we even had the same psle score, dammit.

everythings falling apart on me one after another. im so sick of life. so sick of living. so sick of the same routine every single day of my boring life. i just want a break. a break from everything. i want a break from this thing called life. i just want to break away from everything. i want to run away. run away to some paradise and stay there forever. would you care to join me?

so anyway, todays tuition was rather hilarious. duh, every tuition session is hilarious with SYAKIRAH BTE ABDUL MALIK. HAHA. and every single time i see her, i start singing shakiras Hips Dont Lie. ESPECIALLY when the song goes “shakira shakira”. HAHAHA. and syakirah will go like “see everybody likes my latest song” YEA RIGHT. and she was so scared cause she was going to some gig with her friends who were SEC FIVES and she was afraid she’d get embarrassed so i had to bear the torture of her saying “HOW HOW SHOULD I GO? I VERY SCARED! LATER VERY PAISEH!” every single time la she. and then it was just hilarious doing syakirahs HOMEWORK cause we were competing with each other then yeah. HAHAHA. oh and theres this retard in the same class as us and its so fun to make fun of him and laugh at him. HAHA. we got released early from tuition and she went out with her friends. HAHA i didnt go home with her cause she was going out but i did the same thing to her last week so were EVEN. HAHA. okay sorry i’m feeling abit lame la.

and its not your fault. seriously it isnt. so stop blaming yourself and thinking that its your fault when it isnt. im happy with the way we are now so yeah. dont worry about it(:


(11:57 PM)